Are you there?

Something just changed, I don't know what, when or why. Suddenly I just didn't feel you around me, even when you were right in front of me I didn't see you there. What happened? Was it my fault? Were you tired? When did you stop to trying? Why didn't you tell me? I've been here, fighting for us, loving both of us, worried about both of us; I don't know what happened, someday I looked around and you weren't there, I didn't even feel you close to me anymore. I can't stop thinking if you walked away from me from the beginning. Was I the only one who was interested in us? Or were you just pretending that you wanted to know me and know more about me? Why did you do this to me? Were you ever honest with me?

There are many questions around me that do not leave me alone, do not give me a minute to rest. I just want to know for the first time when to stop trying to fight for someone who was never there.